Frustraition fills my soul,
I don't understand how.
How could he want me,
I'm so broken and frail.

He makes me feel alive again,
nolonger the rat in a cage.
My fears flood out the door,
and I begin to understand.

It's impossible to love another,
he teaches me to be strong.
If this ends I'll never forget,
I hope it never ends.

My first real experience,
the first guy I can really trust.
Hearts still in one peace,
it truely beats jsut for him.

Comfort alone when he's here,
my world set aside for him.
Choose a wish and I'll try,
my only with is to be as great as you think I am.

To wake every morning with him,
such a sweet sin it would be.
Just the touch of his hand on mine,
extaticly desiring to blurt I <3 U every second.

Come salvation rest him in my bed,
I'd never leave, each step away agony.
Smiles are irresistable on him,
one day....he'll see himself through my eyes.

Hopefully mine forever.
~Angel

Eternity.

Roses wither up.

Darkness strangles and kills life.

The last petal falls.

Tornquiet.

She is made of pain and hate,

Her skin spoils away.

She kneels down to pray and die

you see her and you cry.

"My woonds they beag for the grave"

The blood runs down her forsaken skin.

The pain she cries... Her suicide.

Poison:

I've opened up my veins

to many times.

The poison's in my blood stream,

Poison in my mind.

Poison in my heart,

Poison in my life.

Im out to end it all,

Let loose the toxic poisons.

I've settled for these lies

I've settled for your lies.

Im enprisoned by the blood.

Blood

Waht a tasty treat.

Lick it off the knife,

fresh from the veins.

Still warm, trickling down your wrists.

Blood

The power of life,

the pain in your heart.

It lets you live,

It lets you die.

Blood

So hypmotizing, mesmerizing.

Fun to taste, fun to eat.

Your flesh spoils,

Your blood turns black

Feind:

Vision of pain and

visions of hate.

Brothers of abortions,

sisiter for tears.

I was born into a world,

where I was not wanted.

Once I was a boy,

so loved and cared for.

Now I am alone,

dead to the world.

Peel off all my pain

and crawl into the dark.

I hide my scares,

for I can not let the world see.

The boy that I was,

I wish I could be.

Yet I am just a man

in the shadows.

I will make you see what I see,

I will make you fear me.

There is no one left for me,

To here me scream.

There is no one here for me now.

Zombiefied:

Deep in the dark a zombie did stay,

To where all the children were led astray.

Screams of terror the children did call,

for fear is what the devil brought to them all.

With the devil to his side, the devil would rise

To claim the children as his prize.

CRAZY

I sit alone

but I am soon to find out that I am not as alone as I thought.

I hear the voices,they call my name.

Driving me insane

What could they want  of me?

They will not let me be,

Are they here to drain the blood from my veins?

The voices!

They call for me,

shouting my name, louder and louder.

they whisper messages in my head.

The voices! they wont let me be.

As they suck the life from my soul,

they play with my nerves.

they wont let me sleep.

I scream and shout,

I try to ignore what they tell me.

Yet they are to loud,

I fall to their comand.

Suicide Note:

I've been left alone

but I can not be trusted.

I try to end my life,

I am yet to succed.

I lerk in the darkness,

I think of my death.

Accepting suicide as the soloution.

In the shaddows, a creature lives.

it comes dor me,

to end my life,

No one ever noticed me,

I was alwaysa  bother.

Or a  waste of time.

Some moments were great,

and some brought great pain.

There will be no more pain onse I am gone.

CRAZYII

Slowly, surely I am going crazy.

Each passing day I am turning insane.

people yell at me, people shout.

All this anger eats away at my brain.

Slowly surely I am going crazy,

Each passing day I am turning insane.

Every single little moment brings me to the brink of insanity,

No one to help me, I will die in vein.

MENTAL BLOCK

What to say? what to write?

This cursed block of mental meals.

The words to say will not come out.

Try and try, try as I might.

No ideas to say, nothing to write.

A mental block, what could it be?

Soon to realize, this absence of words is nothing of mentality.

A person I've met, a  person I've seen.

Stuck in my mind, causing distruction.

Thoughts of plesure, and thoughts of pain.

this person I see, this person I met.

How will it end? How will it be?

DARKNESS

I never asked

to be introduce to

DARKNESS.

Not once did I

ask to feel

SORROW

the way I do.

Feelong

BETRAYED

DECIET

Such lies inside

of me

Each pair of dead eyes

peer through me

I search....

I hope....

to find a light,

guidance

The way out of the dark,

yet

each passing night

brings great pain

As the hatered grows

so do the lies.

Each passing night

The darkness inside me grows.

It was all my fault that this shit happened,
       My world turned upside down...I'm Sorry!
Blood gushes out of my body...your name appears on my wrist,
My sight turns black...Iam all alone!
I want you so bad,come and save me,
Gods been fucking with my mind lately,he wont let me go...I want to leave so bad
...do you dare to come?
I wanna start over!
   My life has been fucked up for a long time...i need you..help me!
...I want to go the most slowest and the most painful way out.
dont hurt yourself, ill come back...i hope...someday...help me!...iam sorry...i luv you so much...iam sorry,
I must leave now...I luv you baby!
                                                 By:Shandi

FORBIDEN

Where have you bin?